https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXc09ykIONA

Kaise dun main tujhe teri shaadi ka tohfa

janaje ke liye mere, chaar kandhe dhundh raha hun

Ehtaraam to hai mujhe  khuda ke hukm ka

Bas aakhri ghazal tere naam likhe jaa raha hun

Chahaat  boht thi tujhe dulhan bante dekhne ki

is khwab ko seene me dafnaaye jaa raha hun

Taarif karna toh chaha musalsal teri husn ka

Bas lahu ke har katre se teri mehndi rachaa jaa raha hun

Naaz  karegi ye duniya teri bhi qurbaanion pe

Main sab sharmindgi ko mitaaye jaa raha hun

Kya tolun teri inayat ko main mohabbat ki tarazu main

Rukshati main teri hi yaad liye jaa raha hun

Tujhpe fir se hoga barkat saawan ka

baadlon se zamanat liye jaa raha hun

teri har soch se durr hoga mera ek zikar

khayalon ko ijaazat diye jaa raha hun

Tu khilegi fir se bahaar me gulab ke phool ki tarah

Main meri wajood mitaake jaa raha hun

Par ye Maut tujhse mujhe juda karegi bhi toh kaise

Jab Zindagi ko tere hi naam kiye jaa raha hun

Meri Maa...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfEMeLBqt-o

 Kaash Tu Pehchaan Paata...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DusPSv13J44

Kaash Tu Pehchaan Paata...

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Tu b uske maathe ko pyar se chumta

Uski god me palke mundke boht rota

Aaj duniye ke saamne usko leke naaz karta

Agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata

Uski banayi rotion me tujhe  sau zindagi ka sukun milta

Uski pallu k ek chote tukde se tera b zakhm bhar jaata

9 mahine ke tere pehle basere ko aise na ruswa karta

agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata

Tu ab bhi thakaan mitaane ko uska aanchal dhundta

ek pal ke liye usko tanhai ka ekhsaas tak na hone deta

aasnsuon ke har boond ke saath uske deedar ko na tadapata

agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata

Tu na kabhi na khatam hone waali aisi doriyaan banata

usko jeete ji tu qayamat ka manzar na dikhlata

uske saamne kabhi na patjhad ka mausam laata

agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata

Tu bachpan ki wo lori yaad karke ab bhi rota

uski dhundli si ek tasveer se apne dil ko na behlaata

Uske har khwab ko tu apni haqeeqat banata

agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata

Uske chehre pe sikan ka ek nisaan na aane deta

apni parchaai ko na khud se tu alag karta

Apne har ibadat me uske liye dua karta

Agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata

Roz katra katra tu aise na marta

Aaj khuda tujhse yun ruth ke na baitha hota

tu b aj bakhuaf gurror se sab ke saamne usko maa pukaarta

agar tu usko jaan paata, kaash tu pehchaan paata....

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Maine kitne baadalon ko bikharte dekha hai
Bina boondon ka sailaab behte dekha hai

Tu kya daraega mujhe ae andheri raat

Maine meri maa ki aanchal me jugnuon ka ujaala dekha hai

Maine mahalon ko viraan hote dekha hai

Daulatmandon ko khushi dhundte dekha hai

Mujhe mat lubha in chand hire jawaraton se

Maine meri maa ki muskurahat me bepaaya khazaana dekha hai

Maine ik lamhe me sagar ko registaan bante dekha hai

Banjar zameen me zindagi ko palte dekha hai

Maut ko bolo abhi toh intezaar aur bhi hai

Maine mere dhadkate dil ke saath maa ko saans lete hue dekha hai

Maine logon ko pathar me bhagwan talaashte dekha hai

Dozakh se roz ahista ahista kareeb hote dekha hai

Mujhe hasrat hai na us jannat ki ya parvardigar ki

Maine meri maa ki wajood me khuda ko muqaddas hote hue dekha hai….

• The worst type of strangers are the ones you once knew best. Initial euphoria does fade.
• 10 months of placidity made me realize one thing for sure; Profligacy is definitely not the answer to ennui.
• The simulacrum of a destined serendipity and the phantasm that I always chase.
• Time’s crushed inside me like debris of something magnanimous. Heart’s still bleeding. It’s shivering without cold
• I still think of you; consistently, invariably. Not because i want to, but because I dont know how not to.
• U could have said a lot instead u preferred 2 remain soundless. U could have stayed back even, but u walked away in a haste.
• I acquiesced to quiet my voice for much too long by her that I can’t even isolate my own mumble now.
• When they broke up; her soul had an agonizing silent demise. And It took him forever 2 walk back n out of the room as if he was dragging da weight of his soul that wanted 2 comfort the departed.
• Some exceptionally rare days she’s the best buddy, a stranger otherwise.
• Got up today with a terrible ache. The agony to shed this skin that is still draped in the spiny ruins of the past.
• Reason behind his heavy words was the weight of cavernous longing those words carried along.
• She read all his poems only to misinterpret & his heart left his further letters unsent.
• I wonder how words always fail in expressing the intricacies of emotion; silence does no good either.
• You are an ode for me, an ode, which holds a burning enigmatic silence within.
• A mawkish journey to someplace new.
• Darkness is I see all around, Diving in & Getting Hurt are all I want.
• My triviality should prove you my intensity of desire. But I’m powerless.
• Her silence was emphatic to hold me then, her words are scary to irk me now.
• Nights. Our nights. Best buddies. Days. Our days. Passionate Lovers. Blessed by Love or the lack of it.
• We faced what destroyed us; We started recreating memories all over again.
• You questioned my questioning; you never realized to understand me you had to become me.
• My soul always strived escaping my body till I started inscribing its agony.
• My silence is for you; my words are not for me either. The fierce wilderness.
• Nights stretch. Darkness reigns. Detachment intensifies. Between “me” & “myself”.
• Even the quietest of nights reverberates your name; suggests me to go back to sleep but fails to realize,I’m fractured by things sleep can’t cure. The only way out of this night is the way through.
• Yet another day of clumsy reminiscence. Yet another morning of Spartan remorse. Yet another moment of groundless sanguinity
• I see you in ways, mirror never can.
• Saw her. Strolled past. Danced with myself as I walked by. "Beauty" is "Cruelty".
• The idiosyncrasy that keeps waving back; The punctilio that keeps getting lost. Butterflies in stomach & Gunpowder sprinkled all around.
• This silence that cascades me with chaos.
• Making a house for u from my remains was not easy. All I had were my insufferable agony, ceaseless shady nights, pointless odes & a jungle of silence. Now I see, its not a mere house, I have made a scenic castle for you with the blood of my worsening wounds & cageyness of chaotic lingering memories.
• Beneath the tranquility, a labyrinth of charred & battered outcries.
• Being a slave to the very idea of getting freed... A ruptured heart & my outstretched arms..
• UNTAMED dreams, UNMADE paths, UNSURE skylines & an UNCOMPROMISING soul....